Konstantine

NEW ACCOUNT

2005-11-07T02:57:23Z

Prozzak<33

2005-10-07T00:02:59Z

Strange Disease lyrics

A little sexual frustration
Combined with lack of motivation
And a loss of concentration
I've got a strange disease I
can't concentrate on work
My libido's gone berserk
Now I'm sweating through my shirt
I've got a strange disease

Two weeks ago
You said you'd never leave me
And here I am alone
And in this world of reckless happenstance
Why do good things have to go away
And leave you with nothing
Ya, you left me with nothing
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah
And a strange disease
wee ooo wee ooo

Hyper emotional sensations
Sent via television stations
Unaffected by locations
I've got a strange disease I
can't seem to get to sleep I
don't want nothing to eat
Walking up and down your street
I've got a strange disease

[Minnie Mae]
Why did you have to put
so much pressure on me?
You pushed my heart away

[Simon]
I didn't mean to scare you little one
Is there nothing I can say?
Don't leave me with nothing
Ya you left me with nothing
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah
And a strange disease
wee ooo wee ooo

Now I'm standing in the rain
Water soaking through my brain
Every droplet speaks your name
And it's driving me insane

I don't want to go to work
My libido's gone berserk I
don't want nothing to eat
Walking up and down your street

But only two weeks ago
You said you'd never leave me
And here I am alone
And in this world of reckless happenstance
Why do good things have to go away?
And leave you with nothing
Ya you left me with nothing
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah
And a strange disease
wee ooo wee ooo

hey

2005-10-05T23:17:09Z

well not much as happend lately,
my cousin and aunts came down for the month.
my dad has been a total prick lately
ummm im starting to hate skool.
ye i noe u hate me go fuck yourself.
umm a girl likes me,
i like her,
but its confusing me.
another girl likes me,
she can get hit by a fucking buss for all i care.
ummmmmmmm.....
i might be failing english again.
If i want to get to skool for DYTV
i will have to walk.
in the morning.
she gave me homework..
i did it for her cause she asked..
it was hard..
she didnt say anything about it.

hey

2005-09-25T13:51:19Z

well i got kicked out yesterday. Its a pretty funny story, i was helping my dad with some of his work. He asked me to print off to sheets of somthing, so i decided to print two single sheets, but instead the printer shot out fifteen for some mysterious reason. so my dad freaks out and hes liek "what the heck are you printing off fifteen for i said i only needed two you idiot"....well happened somthing like that.
Then i said "if you dont liek how i help you, you can do the work yourself!" So he got all defensive, "Brandon, who do you think that you are talking to!" I replied "im talking to you"
. Then he got all nuts and was just like "Brandon get out"
so i was like "alright" and walked out of the house and walked around for awhile,
then i realized id better find somwhere to stay for the night. so i went to jeremys to sleep
after hanging out with jess, caitlin, and looch.

Oh ya, i also watched, Murder By Numbers at Jess' house where i then stayed talking to her with jeremy for like 4hours (1am)

hey

2005-09-24T02:06:47Z

well i feel like shit everything is tired damn throat. skools a drag.

"Reduced To Teeth"

Behind a mask, a man can bask only
For so long before being exposed
To the sun
The moon is up, a whisper of
"'Till death do you wrong"
Patients bother a patient doctor
Plastics itch, and bandages the
Aftermath won't add up to this.
The fever breaks
It would take a masochist
To live like this

I buried my wife today
Restitution for my sanity

Chasing demons dressed like me
Their eyes are not like mine
Ignorance is divine
Instincts are reduced to teeth
That bite the hand that feeds
Fear thy father love thy martyr

The verdict of the jury hung on
The weight of what has become
A starry night, a vengeful wish "it doesn't have to be like this"

I buried my wife today
Restitution for my sanity
I buried my wife today
Restitution for my sanity

Sound the alarm and make
No mistake about this

All the king's horses and all the king's
Men have been sent to put this boy back
Together again, but somehow, he must
Have been predicting the fall

Caged rats, experiments
A brain with no oxygen
Release all the hostages, you've got
To wash your hands of this

Caged rats, experiments
A brain with no oxygen
Release all the hostages, you've got
To wash your hands of this

murder, murder, murder, murder

hey

2005-09-21T00:13:16Z

i kissed her,
she kissed me back....
she has a boyfriend

? fill out bitches

2005-09-20T01:07:19Z

WOULD YOU

1.kiss me?
2.let me kiss you?
3.watch a movie with me?
4.take me out to dinner?
5.let me drive you somewhere?
6.take a shower with me?
7.have sex with me?
8.have a fling with me?
9.let me buy you a drink?
10.buy me a drink?
11.take me home for the night?
12.let me sleep in your bed?
13.Sing car karaoke with me?
14.receive a piggyback ride?
15.Come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
16.Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
17.lick my cheek?
18.dance with me?
19.let me make you breakfast?
20.help me with homework?
21.tickle me to death?
22.let me tickle you?
23.stick up for me if i was being put down?
24.play strip poker with me?
25.get wasted with me?
26.instant message me?
27.greet me in public?
28.hang out with me?
29.bring me around your friends?

DO YOU
30.think i'm cute?
31.think i'm hot?
32.want to kiss me?
33.want to cuddle with me?
34.want to hook up with me?
35.want to have sex with me?

DO YOU THINK I'M
36.smart?
37.cute?
38.funny?
39.cool?
40.loveable?
41.adorable?
42.compassionate?
43.great to be with?
44.attractive?
45.mean?
46.odd?

HAVE YOU EVER
47.thought about me?
48.thought about hooking up with me?
49.found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
50.wished i were there?
51.had a crush on me?
52.idolized me?
53.wanted my number?
54.had a dream about me?
55.been distracted by me?
56.wanted to have sex with me?

ARE YOU
57.happy you know me?
58.mad at me?
59.thinking about me?
60.going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

new layout

2005-09-19T23:21:24Z

? check and comment ?

hey

2005-09-19T03:01:20Z

just got home from the show, it was fucking awesome
three word syndrome and Breathe owned.
i had fun tonight,
on the ride home, it was short but i liked it,
cause iremeber what having freinds feel like.lol
i still remeber when anton liked jess and i liked dez and
we would go over every day to jesses and hang and stuff,
like head to tims and grab ice caps and such.
i miss grade nine.
anyways,
somethings bugging when it shouldnt,
why she tell me all those good things,
the tell me all the stuff she knew would upset me.
i dont think i can talk to her anymore.
any wayz talking to her was fun..
but pointless now.

muwhahaha copied from alix

2005-09-18T16:50:44Z

hey

2005-09-18T14:30:44Z

well the wedding was alrite,
the recption when on for ever,
someone sent me a message that pist me off,
i dont think ill talk to her for awhile.

RANDOMS

2005-09-17T00:54:29Z

thoguhts race a mile a minute,
fragments of memories ripped to shreds,
the bits of shreds,
incinerated,
in the lust for revenge.
Lives slowly moved,
people raped from the beings they were,
feelings stolen,
thoughts revoked.
the feeling of a thousand knives,
sharpened to perfection,
can be felt,
embedded in to your spine,
and the thoughts with in your mind.
The memories of smiles,
of holding hands,
slowly burn....
your gone.

he falls,
clentching his fist ever so hard,
breatheing so deep,
hoping to die.
everything has been lost,
His memories are fragements,
his heart is gone,
and he hits the ground.

hey

2005-09-16T22:57:23Z

heart fire,
her bliss tearing eyes,
the hidden hapiness within the pain she shows,

words cannot describe my feelings

hey

2005-09-16T21:38:20Z

did something i havent done in awhile i love it

hey

2005-09-16T00:25:59Z

im anchoring dy tommrow im a tad nervous seeing how i cant read.
im i acutally feel awkward going to schoool.
and i hate it.
its not everyone else, its me and i know it.
cause iwant to talk to people and i cant cause i am pertrified of how they will respond.
People ive known for my entire life i can hardly talk to.
i dont know maybe im just scared of life
i just want to smoke it all away,
or just drink it all away,
but that would just result in more problems.
this is just fucking i dont noe what i am saying,
im just too tired.

Finch

2005-09-14T23:54:28Z

"Ink"

I climbed the mountaintop
I saw the bottom drop
I'm clinging to driftwood
I swim in a deep world
Words unspoken
Seem so foreign
Have you heard this one?

The hair on the back of your neck stands
"Another way out"
"Another way out"
The army ants have escaped
The hair on the back of your neck stands up
Ink runs into my cup
I sip epiphany

Fang bite, tarantula
Taste of my symptoms
Gasoline and a pistol
Blood filling the bathtub
Swollen eyelids
Baffled by this
Tell us what you see

The hair on the back of your neck stands
"Another way out"
"Another way out"
The army ants have escaped
The hair on the back of your neck stands up
Ink runs into my cup
I sip epiphany

I've bit my lip for the last time
The fog lifts up for the blind
Free of body, free of mind
I'll build my mold up, rest inside
Ink spills on paper
Paper spells "my blood."

The hair on the back of your neck stands up
Ink runs into my cup
I sip epiphany
The army ants have escaped
The hair on the back of your neck stands up
Ink runs into my cup
I sip epiphany

Ink spills on paper (Ink spills on paper)
Paper spells "my blood." (Paper spells "my blood.")
Ink spills on paper (Ink spills on paper)
Paper spells "my blood."

hey

2005-09-12T02:06:13Z

your were fucking drunk dont fucking scream and me and tell me you fucking werent

hey

2005-09-06T22:04:28Z

well classes are ok

cosmo with nat
comm tech with everyone
english with chrizzy
math with caity and kev

ummm i fucking hate the skool year tho
classes are ok
but
closeness is gone
everything has changed
too much

hey

2005-09-06T00:43:33Z

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left

answer this for me (stolen from mike)

2005-09-02T11:47:59Z

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think that I am wierd?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[33] Who else reminds you of me?
[32] If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
[34] If I died would you cry?
[35] When was the last time we fought?
[36] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
[37] What song reminds you of me ?
[38] If we where going on a date where would you take me?
[39] What is in your opinion, my best asset?
[40] Do you think I willl get married?

hey

2005-08-31T21:14:37Z

FUCKING FREAKYSHIT

2005-08-27T02:10:33Z

we are sitting in adiranos back yard at night at one of his get to gathers.
im dazed off i feel drunk but i am not.
i look up i see a girl about our age 5' blonde blue eyes the whole deal.
she says come with me, so i follow her to a tree that is on the next lot beside.
there is a big flower pot. with eye holes cut out... tiny little glistening appears.
stunned i stand and watch, i look for the girl and she is gone :|
ithinking wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf,
adriano comes up to me, man you alrite,
call the cops,
what
call the cops now.
the cops arrive they meet me in the neighbours yard.
officer there is something wrong about things flower bot,
the officer removoes the flower bot,
it reveal a head of a 30 year old woman, not decaptiated but she was buried shoulds down.
mouth sewn shut.
eyes open.
i touch the tree gently,
everything goes blurrie i see the husband burring her, saying last time bitch,
puts the flower pot over her head.
now u can watch them as u die,
now in womens perspective,
watching her children play with the father,
her eyes meet his
and he looks away.
i let go of the tree,
i almost puke.
i look towards the glass sliding back entrance to the house,
the girl is there,
she calls me over,
officer do u see that girl over there,
no,
sir call for back up please!
accompany me over there.
he dose as pleaded to do,
the girl tells me to go inside,
another flashed
it shows me path to the bedroom up stairs,
someonesin the closet with a shotgun,
a girl tied to the bed..
its her.. the girl ive been seening,
shes nearly dead wtf.
officer follow me prepare to bare arms.
he follows me slowly and queitly,
i wishper theres someone in the clostet,
he opens it, and dissarms the person in there.
back up arrives along with medics.
the girl is taken the hostpital.
a cpl months past im called to the trial.
she is well now and she noes me well to :|wtf
he father was convicted of murder and attempted murder by rape.
she hugs me as this is said.
everything slows down,
im in their basement,
blood coverd walls and chains,
a knocked out pregnant women, being dragged down the stair but her husband,
office frop,
OFFICER WTF,
she is put in a hollow area of the wall, a small lcd screen is put there with head phones.
the wall is seal with her inside,e
the video turned on when she regain conciousness,
it is office frop say, u fucking bitch now you and this blashpemy with get what you fucking deserve.
i let go of her,
thers one more isaid,
her eyes tear up,
yes.
i goto the police station
sgt,
yes ,
i think i found out where frops missing wife is..
we head to the house, the basement is finsied.
we tear down the walls,
we find her, dead.
along with other bodies.

i wake up.
that wasa dream i had very detail eh?
btw,
adrianos neighbours have af ucking glass back door
and a big tree in there lot.

finchkis @ 2005-08-24T22:07:00

2005-08-24T02:03:30Z

im angry i dont noe why :| is feels werid

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

"Top Of The World"

[Verse 1]
Is there anybody out there?
That wakes up with a bitter taste?
It's a king that we put up there
And he's a short way to fall from grace
It's slowly filling upward.
You can stand but you have no ground.
I hear it from the lost words.
They say its time that you lost your crown.

[Chorus]
Don't be so greedy.
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts are beating
Say what you want 'em to do.
Wasting away... I see you.
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

[Verse 2]
Is there anybody out there?
That can see what a man can change?
It's better that you don't care
Because he knows that he's in his state
I feel the paranoia.
When there's a time, put you in your place
In the eyes of those who watch ya
Well they can wait 'til they hit your face

[Chorus]
Don't be so greedy.
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts are beating
Say what you want 'em to do.
Wasting away... I see you.
When the top of the world falls on you
Finally a day, don't wanna be you.
When the top of the world falls on you

Paint yourself a picture
When you waste another picture
And you win, and you win, and you win
Paint yourself a picture
And then you break another picture
And you win, and you win, and you win
And you win Yeah you win and you win

[Chorus]
Don't be so greedy
A dollar's a penny to you
When hearts stop beating
Say what you want 'em to do
Wasting away... I see you
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

Wasting away... I see you
When the top of the world falls on you
Finding a day, don't wanna be you
When the top of the world falls on you

well..

2005-08-21T20:29:59Z

we nothing has relee happend over the past coupledaz.
fucking the chain the held my dog tags broke and now there lost ! FUCK

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THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Night Drive"

I know you
so better than the city in the rear view
I drive to
eliminate the ball that I'm chained to

Take me break me
every mile further there's a part of me that slips away
One day you’ll see
Even if you got down on your knees you couldn’t make me stay

Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I’m gonna have to drive all night

Pulse stays strong
I’m pushing on the pedal til I break dawn
So I’m gone, go find another shoulder you can cry on

Take me break me
every mile further there’s a part of me that slips away
One day you’ll see
Even if you got down on your knees you couldn’t make me stay

Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night

All of the things that you knew that I’d try
All of the things that I held inside
All I gotta do is drive

Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night

welll

2005-08-18T01:19:35Z

past few dayz have been boring ad i have the sudden erge to write which is werid